I Go Back...

Each & every Friday, I find myself looking at the clock thinking, "At this time __weeks (currently 8 weeks) ago you were...entering our lives; in level 2 nursery waiting to be held; grasping my finger while I stared at your monitors..."

"And around this time I was getting closer to snuggling and feeding you..."

Every single Friday, I am nostalgic like many Mommies in the first few weeks of their baby's life - I even find myself doing the very same thing each year on Nolan's birthday.

I still find myself just gazing and falling more and more in love with Parker every day and noticing more resemblences between him and Nolan (looks, mannerisms, facial expressions, etc.). And again, it never ends...I can still hold Nolan for hours on end (if he AND Parker would allow it), I love nothing more than watching both of my boys sleep while wondering what they are dreaming about all while I'm envisioning my own dreams for them.

I know I've said it before, but time certainly goes by much too quickly.


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Parker (Newborn - 8 weeks)




Nolan (Newborn - 4 years)